Its almost christmas!

Hey everyone,

Wow so in like 4 days its christmas and to be honest it doesnt even feel like it. I havent done ANY christmas shopping, and I don't even know what I want lol... I guess it doesn't feel like actual christmas because for some odd reason, Woodbridge is lacking snow haha. Also, there has been alot of other things going on that has side tracked me from paying attention to this holiday lol... As seen in other posts I have been busy with life itself... the weekends are really the only 2 days i get to relax and party, which is pretty sad because during the week I don't work nor go to school... so where does ALL my time go, really? I wouldn't know lol

New Years 2010?= No plans.
I havent any plans this year, and new years is only a week or so away... While everyone is in montreal, I'm probably going to be sitting on my couch doing the friken countdown! YAY. not.
To be honest, I could care less about what I do for new years.. If I stay home, then I stay home.. I personally do not care in getting all dressed up this year, I just want a simple celebration for the new year.

It's currently 3:17 A.M. and i'm still awake, bored with nothing to do. I really dont feel like sleeping because every night for the past week I have had the MOST fucked up dreams.

I think I'm super hormonal right now lol, I have been insanely depressed and emotional today... over literally nothing. So right now, i'm "bleh"- no emotions

CRAZY/BEAUTIFUL= The cutest love movie ever
I've never watched this movie before, so tonight was my first time.. Lets just say that from start to finish tears poured out of my eyes like the nile river! It doesn't help that I was super emotional today, but this movie was sooo cute and sad at the same time that I couldn't help but to cry. If only real life was filled with men like "Carlos" who appreciate women who arent exactly "perfect" and do have flaws. This movie tonight made me think of someone... someone i'd rather leave "nameless" because I can't bring myself to even say his name anymore...
anyways- great movie.. if you havent seen it, YOU BETTER WATCH IT!


and I think I'm in love..... and not with the same old, someone new..........






leah xoxo