Haven't written in my blog in SOO long!

Hey there,

I need some serious help LOL I am just too depressed for life right now. Nothing goes right ever. and im not even exaggerating one bit.

First of all, DONT FUCKING CALL ME A WHORE FOR MY PAST BECAUSE CLEARLY IM NOT FUCKING PROUD OF IT. I CANT GO BACK IN TIME AND CHANGE THINGS. BUT I CAN MOST DEFINETLY CHANGE AND CONTROL WHAT I DO IN THE FUTURE. FOR YOU TO MAKE UP SHIT ABOUT ME IS PRETTY LOW, BECAUSE WHAT YOU CLAIM I DID TO YOU, IS EXACTLY WHAT YOU DID TO ME! YOU FUCKING CHEATED ON ME! AND IM GETTING THIS MAD BECAUSE I DONT APPRECIATE BEING CALLED A WHORE FOR LITERALLY NO REASON, AND BEING ACCUSED OF CHEATING. WHEN YOU DAMN WELL I NEVER EVEN LOOKED AT ANOTHER GUY WHILE I WAS WITH YOU!!! UNLIKE YOU WHO TALKED TO GIRLS BEHIND MY FUCKING BACK. YOU PIECE OF SHIT! AND THE SADDEST PART OF ALL THIS, IS THAT I STILL FUCKING LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART EVEN AFTER ALL THIS SHIT YOUVE PUT ME THROUGH. I MUST BE FUCKING CRAZY.

ok thats one part of my ramp page.

Secondly, YOU ARE THE MOST FUCKING CONFUSING HUMAN BEING IN THIS WORLD. I DON'T KNOW IF YOUR COMING OR GOING. ONE DAY YOU'RE ALL :):):) AND THE NEXT YOU'RE A FUCKING MUTE. I DONT EXACTLY KNOW WHY I WASTE MY TIME WITH YOU. OOHHHH MAYBE BECAUSE YOURE THE FIRST PERSON IVE LIKED SINCE MY 6TH MONTH DEPRESSION OVER A FUCKING IDIOT.. WHICH YOURE PROVING TO ME RIGHT NOW THAT YOU MEN ARE ALL THE FUCKING SAME. ANYWAYS, I CANT GET MAD AT YOU BECAUSE YOU DON'T KNOW HOW I FEEL. AND I DONT PLAN ON TELLING YOU ANYTIME SOON. SO FUCK MY LIFE FOR THIS. LMFAO


ok thats part 2.
Thirdly, THE FUCKING SHIT I DO FOR. ALL THE FUCKING TIME. IVE HAD YOUR BACK, IVE BEEN BEHIND YOU 150% SINCE DAY ONE. THIS IS THE THANKS I GET!?!?!?!? YOURE EXTREMELY UNAPPRECIATIVE. MAYBE SOMETIMES I CAN GET OUT OF HAND AND ANNOY YOU. BUT DONT YOU SEE ITS BECAUSE I CARE ABOUT YOU SO FUCKING MUCH. YOU MEAN THE WORLD TO ME. AND IF I EVER LOST YOU I REALLY DONT KNOW WHAT I WOULD DO. BUT BY YOU DOING THIS TO ME, AND PUSHING ME AWAY IS ONLY MAKING ME WANT TO DRIFT FROM YOU. IM ONLY LIKE THIS BECAUSE I ACTUALLY CARE ABOUT YOU. IVE CONFRONTED YOU ABOUT THIS ISSUE. BUT YOU JUST BRUSH IT OFF LIKE ITS NOTHING. SO IF THIS IS "NOTHING" TO YOU, HAVE FUN WITH YOUR OTHER SOMETHINGS.. BECAUSE THOSE SOMETHINGS WILL NEVER CARE ABOUT YOU LIKE THIS "NOTHING".



ok hopefully that made enough sense.

GOODBYE.