What is Going Through my Mind Right Now

Today was a busy day, kind of.. Today at my highschool it was "walk-a-thon" -a pointless walk around Woodbridge with the school. I didn't go because clearly I'm not going to go and take a nice stroll with little children LOL. So today I went to York University with my girl Nikki. It was pretty fun. If I had to choose, I would skip school everyday to come to York. Unfortunately, I can't though. I really like university life. You meet so many people and explore a totally different life. You begin to gain a new perspective on life (in my opinion) and you get to experience different things. Most of the people I have met so far, within the 2 times that I have gone to York, are super nice. Really down to earth people. I like the fact that I'm not just meeting little Woodbridge people, and I'm encountering different people from across like all the GTA. I love how there's no popularity levels in university. You don't need to worry about fitting in or about what people think of you. You're there for you, and noone else! I have met a few people, one in which is realllly cute:). Not mentioning any names, but he is quite the looker and he's super nice. I don't "like him, like him" but I could see some potential of hanging out with him (hopefully). Funny thing though, he isn't even a York student. He goes to York with his friend, just like I do with Nikki LOL.

My family is currently getting on my last nerve and I'm going freak out. Seriously. It's either that everyone takes my brothers side, OR nothing I do is good enough for my family.


I'm still miserable. Very. But I try not to think of it (him). But I just can't help it. I always wonder what he's doing at this moment, what he's been up to and stuff. I've been told to show him my previous posts about him, but realisticly I can't. He has someone, he's happy, if I tell him how I feel it won't do anything. From that I am told to just move on. But it is soo much easier said than done. Ok I'm trying not to think of it but IT IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HARD. I'm completely miserable. I mean, yeah I have good things going on for me now, like school and what my plan is next year, but I still have that one thing on my mind.


Anyways, I'm going for a walk, get things off my mind... just walk it off LOL
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